I'm getting there. Bit by bit and it's showing.
Everyone is happy for my weight loss and very supportive. I keep a very close net of true friends and I can say true friends because they've been with me through everything, and they've never screwed me over with talking behind my back and being sneaky. I love them.
I'm blessed to have such amazing friends. We've never fought ever. They're very happy for me that I'm actually eating to lose instead of not eating at all. That goes for my family too. My aunt is inspired by me and has
Whewt! today I'm 138.8 naked, urineless... otherthingsless. XD
I'm so happy! My goal looks more promising. 13 days left of P2. Cream cheese pancakes here I come X) Excuse me while I find an appropriate celebatory picture: awww-yeah.jpg
Ugh moving day tomorrow to a different suburb 20mins away >.< That is going to suck. Moving ALWAYS sucks. I'm going to have to make my meals in advance to keep from either starving or eating at weird times.
Since I'm finishing the rest of my P2 a-la intermittent fasting style. I like to keep my eating window from 11:00am to 4:00pm and bed around 9-10pm. So 19 hours fasting. I do that because that's the time I'm usually active and busy with either my niece of running errands
On Aug. 1st I had a doctor appointment check in for my anxiety issues (yesh I take xanax for panic attacks) so I hopped on the scale and it read 154lbs.
Needless to say horror music instantly played in my head. Yeah like in that scene in that movie Psycho with the scream and everything.
I swear Roman could feel a disturbance in the force at that point. I had weighed myself before I left the time I do every morning, urine-free. Roman told me 144. Nothing alarming there.
It was SO annoying with all the water weight that TOM decided to give me. I was at like fluctuating between 154 and 151 at all times. Like just stuck between those. I tried to not let it bother me too much. A few days while waging war against TOM I didn't even meet Roman.
I could hear him whimpering in sadness every time I walked by but you know... he'll get over it. lol
My 40 days of P2 was over like 3 days ago.
Today I am 150.
Updated August 12th, 2012 at 08:04 AM by MurderouSunset (Roman lied. X))
Such violence you say? Try waking up to a 4lb gain you'd flip some tables too. lol!
Day after day I had one pound losses like it was nothing. It was like heaven... everything was going to plan. I woke up yesterday morning all happy to see Roman. I was expecting to see 146lbs like freaking clockwork.
*steps on Roman's face*
So.... I found out why my loss on Saturday was only .8lbs
I had a taco salad on friday. With the meat I asked my mom to snag me at the grocery store while she was there and she kindly bagged each serving separately. (because she's awesome and i wasn't home at the time to do it.)
Turns out it wasn't LEAN! Also the serving bags were 5oz! She cut it into 4 5oz servings!
I was suspicious when browning my meat like "why does it
It's about time! n__n
I was excited to wake up this morning and finally see those magic numbers.
I nearly wanted to do a Channel 4 News suit shopping jump for joy anchormanjump.jpg
(One of my favorite Anchorman scenes XD) on Roman's face.
He didn't think it was a good idea though .______.
My goal is by Saturday is to drop 5lbs. Optimism: ON
.2lbs away from the 140s club. .2 two pounds shy. *whine* I wanted it so bad!
So close... but not quite.
I didn't drink as much water as I should have either so I guess I paid for it. haha. Tomorrow Mr. Scale.... tomorrow I will have my day! *shakes fist*
I'll take that .8 though n__n
Today will be a good day. And tomorrow I know will be another big loss.
Here's to optimism.
and... Mr. Scale... I should give
Note: I would never recommend anyone to take the drastic action I did. Never base how your body works with the way someone else's does.
Once my TOM came I was stalled at my weight for 10days. It was annoying jumping from staying between 153-154 every day. Those were the only numbers I was seeing. Wasn't anything I was eating since I had amazing loses eating the same foods and doing the same rogue things I had been since the beginning of the round with great results. I knew