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  1. feel good words

    by , August 10th, 2012 at 01:38 PM
    I went to a birthday party with a friend of mine last night, and we were in the kitchen where this little kids table and chairs were. I jokingly said my butt would break it, and the girl said "you'll be fine, you're tiny!" It was said so casually, and that's the first time someone has said that to me in a long time. I mean, people close to me have said I look good, but it's different coming from a stranger. I don't know, it made me feel good.
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  2. I hate P2.

    by , July 4th, 2012 at 05:13 PM
    I really do. I like the weight I lose during it, but I'm seriously miserable the entire phase. I envy those who never have dosage/hunger problems, because that's always a given for me at least half the round, if not sporadically throughout the entire thing. I have to readjust every single round, usually multiple times throughout. I hate feeling nauseatingly empty and wanting to badly to just be able to eat another fruit or piece of meat and not being able to. It's torture. I know at some point ...
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  3. oh my GOD, I just ate the best sandwich ever - and it's totally P3 friendly!

    by , April 23rd, 2012 at 06:40 PM
    I cooked a NY steak then topped it with a slice of swiss and some homemade guacamole, put it between two toasted oopsie rolls with a homemade garlic aioli spread on each and garnished it with a bit of lettuce and red onion. Hooooooly crap, literally every single bite I was saying "oh my GOD" repeatedly with my mouth full. It was pretty messy, but SO. FRIGGIN. GOOD. I can't wait to eat it again.
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  4. hCG has turned me into a big eater

    by , April 22nd, 2012 at 07:27 PM
    This is why I keep gaining on P3! My mouth wants to ingest 239084203948 calories of delicious food and my body is like, uh, I don't think so buddy - 1.4 gain overnight for being a fatty at heart! I just made muffins for a few breakfast meals during the week and pretty much ate the equivalent of two muffins worth of batter in the process. WTF. I have NO self control anymore, and that's foreign to me - I used to get griped at because I barely ate! Now, if I want it, I eat it, even though I know ...
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  5. Frustrated

    by , April 11th, 2012 at 07:39 AM
    I hate my body and my body hates me. It's been four days now since that crazy binge and two corrections + a high protein day has only yielded a 2.2 lb loss. While that technically leaves me within the 2 lb window, it's only by .2 lbs, which is why I did the stupid high protein day yesterday. I also took magnesium citrate as I haven't had a proper BM is longer than I could remember and constantly felt bloated and backed up. I thought for sure the scale would budge. Nope. Nothing. I just find ...

    Updated April 11th, 2012 at 07:41 AM by talkinlikeateen

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  6. Never again

    by , April 8th, 2012 at 01:55 PM
    Never in my life have I felt as awful as I did last night. I was so bloated, I looked like I was about 6 months pregnant, and I had the most painful gas around midnight that I couldn't get rid of for a good hour. I felt like I was going to vomit. I was totally fine after dinner, but then around 7:30 I made an iced mocha of sorts with whipped cream and had way too many SF Reeses PB cups, and that did me in. I literally felt like I never wanted to eat again. That is the first and LAST time that ...

    Updated April 8th, 2012 at 07:30 PM by talkinlikeateen

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  7. Calorie overload

    by , April 7th, 2012 at 06:52 PM
    I went pretty crazy today. Before I left my apartment this morning, I had already consumed 1900 calories. I had two greek yogurt/peach smoothies, 3 blueberry muffins (P3 safe, naturally), 5 SF Reese's PB cups, and 4 cheese biscuits topped with extra, melted cheddar all before 9AM. I think that's some sort of record. The problem was, I didn't even feel FULL. That has NEVER happened to me before. I've definitely gone a little crazy around TOM and at the end of the day consumed close to 2000 ...

    Updated April 7th, 2012 at 07:24 PM by talkinlikeateen

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  8. R3p3

    by , April 5th, 2012 at 07:59 AM
    I start P3 today and I'm pretty excited about it. Unfortunately, I think I'm too excited. I couldn't get to sleep until after 2AM this morning and I woke up at ten after 7AM to use the restroom, but haven't been able to fully get back to sleep. I dozed off a couple of times, but I couldn't stay asleep for more than 20 minutes, so I finally gave up. I haven't weighed in, but I feel bloated and given that I haven't slept very well, I'm afraid I'll gain. I still have 45 minutes left before my ...

    Updated April 5th, 2012 at 08:03 AM by talkinlikeateen

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  9. Single digits

    by , March 30th, 2012 at 12:24 AM
    Today I went to my beloved Old Navy to get a few summer shirts since there was a massive sale. While I was there, I decided to try on some of the jean bermuda shorts. Last time I bought pants (end of January) I bought size 12's and they fit just right, though I could fit into 10's. The 12's I got are way too big now as I bought them right as I was finishing R2 and am now almost done with R3. I knew I had to go down a size, so I put on the 10's and, of course, they fit, but were loose in some ...

    Updated March 30th, 2012 at 09:29 AM by talkinlikeateen

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  10. Revelations

    by , February 7th, 2012 at 08:35 PM
    While I was in the shower, I realized that I don't consider myself fat anymore. Sure, I'll go with a little chubby, but the fact that I don't think I'm FAT sort of shocked me. When I look in the mirror, sure, I see problem areas and think, "Eesh, that needs to go," but I don't see it as an abomination of the human body and I'm not disgusted when I look at myself. That's a big deal, and something I've NEVER been able to say, even when I was thin. I don't know what it is that caused ...
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