prayerfulhope

Just finished day 3, successfully.

I have to admit that it as HARD HARD HARD though! It's not even hunger, I'm not hungry at all. I get hungry, eat protocol food and I'm fine. It's just CRAVINGS that are killing me. I don't even want to talk about what I want because that seems to make it stronger. Or seeing pictures in commercials or on ads online. It sucks. I can't say I was close to giving up, but I definitely thought about it.

I hate that this is so hard. It's not like I'll never be able to eat the foods that I want again, and that's what I keep telling myself. I can't freaking wait until round 2, loading days are going to be ahhh mazing <3


Oh, and this morning my weight was 293.8

I was sooo happy to see that number. 5lbs in one day! Hoping to be under 290 tomorrow