Thread: Would love some buddies!!!. Starting to Load Today..

Down .4 today suprisingly. I was up from 2am puking my guts out and with diarreah (tmi) and extreme dizzyness. Idk what was wrong with me. I haven't changed my meals at all. There isn't much in my guts on P2 and I spent a lot of time dry heaving. My ribs and back are feeling it today. I still got up and came to work though. With no car I need all the money I can get right now. Still feel a bit dizzy, but other than that I am a bit better. I found the Walden Farms everybody has been talking about! I got the BBQ sauce and baked my chicken in it. I brought it for lunch and am going to nibble on it. Hopefully I can keep it down!

My son goes to a school in the next city over, so I have to take him. There is nobody around us that goes that way. I have been looking around at rental cars. Trying to find the cheapest one I can! As long as it runs, I will take it! About a month and a half I will have the money to get a new car. Just gotta make it until then!

what a great question on how to decide on a goal weight. I'm 61 and back in my 20's I weight in at about 110 and slowly over the years added 5 here and 5 there to my whooping 188... I have released lbs many times before but have never gotten pasted the 140's and stayed there for any length of time I quess I just felt if I could get there and stay there I would be ok I'd be a size 8/10 and could live with that Ideally I would like to get to the 120's but not sure it would stick so for now 140 is the goal. still planning on P3 around Sept 15th and returning to P2 in Jan would load New Years.....ps not leaving the forum EVER...

My numbers are moving very slowly I feel like a turtle in quick sand this week I'm still at 170.4 today and yes I would like to shoot the scale I did the scale dance myself today on off on off etc....and never with clothes on.... my dog actually go and hides in the closet everytime I walk past the scale in the hall NO JOKE. I'm going to go a little rogue today and I did a protein shake this AM and will eat dinner. I did this a few weeks ago and broke a stall I sooo want to see the 160's before I head to Phx tomorrow.....otherwise I may have to walk part of the way...

3T there is a group in Phx that is the off shoot of EST it's called Landmark they have gone International... I went to 1 of there 3 day deals and couldn't handle the way they wanted you to communicate. This is much more like the Law of Attraction and I like the fact that he is such a Happy Dude I get a daily e-mail from tut.com you put in a profile and they send you a motivational blurp everyday...also abraham/hicks.com is another very inspiring link. Esther channels Abraham I know a bit woowoo but always in a positive way lol....

I have alot to do today to finish up for my weekend I actually have to work this afternoon and I'm going to do 2 stores on my way to Phx tomorrow... i'm excited to meet with Sherry yeah Saturday is going to be a fun learning day I have 3 things in my life I really would like to clear so I don't have to do this weight stuff again..learn a new way to talk to myself and go with the stream....instead of fighting it as swimming up stream against the current that's what Esther talks about alot....

Laughing yoga was a little bit fun and a little bit silly may go again hahhahhahahaha....

will check back later and in the morning before I go not sure how much over the weekend taking my tablet with me but have not used it very much it will be a learning erxperience....

later...
ps just while I was typing this there were more posts welcome to Jim enjoy your loading.....Lysma I had a stall also today...

Lisabeth. You just did. Hi. Glad to have you with us. And greetings from South Florida btw.

Welcome Jim and Lisabeth This is a great group. Regarding the tracker go to the tracker site. It's at the end of my post and a couple of others have trackers on here. Follow the instructions. Copy your imput info and then come back to this site. Go to your settings and to signature and paste the info into your signature. Then as you loose weight you go to your tracker site and change the weight loss number, copy that again then come back here delete the previous info and paste the new info. It can be a trial and error but it's really not hard to do.

Hope your feeling better Angie. My friend in Chicago had something like that over the weekend as a few people in her office did also.

Lisabythesea - Welcome to our group!

releasinglbs - I don't know how much I want to weigh.... After my second child I got down to 106 - but it was WAY too low for my body and I got up around 120 and felt much better and was able to maintain it. After my last child was born, I got down to 117 - but then a few years later I sort of stabilized around 135. That worked through part of my 40's, but weight started creeping up on me and I struggled around the 150 point for a number of years. Somewhere in my 50's I just started gaining. I was working too many hours and we were eating out at restaurants way too much (and drinking too many margaritas too!). I retired at 58 - but ended up with a hip injury from painting the house. For 10 months, the insurance company had me trying therapy and shots before I finally had it replaced 2 years ago. During that time, DH brought in food and I just gained and gained.... So I'm not sure what to shoot for. I had 150 shown as my goal in my signature for a long time. I removed it because I am just going to see how I feel and look as I lose and I will quit trying to lose when I'm happy with myself.

Sherrys and Beth: Enjoy your convention...

AFM: I am feeling kind of yucky today too. Not actually sick - but my stomach is a bit upset and I feel sort of light-headed... I did go for a walk this morning - but it seemed much hotter and muggier than it really was. Got the dogs into the vet for their shots. I went to Kroger and found Walden Farms products...not in the health food area - but in the PHARMACY area. Other diabetic type stuff there also. I got the ketchup and a salad dressing - but didn't try either since I don't feel well. Ate a grilled chicken breast and an apple for dinner - and passed on the evening walk with DH and the dogs.... I still feel bloated from my salty splurge yesterday - but don't want to drink coffee or tea because the caffeine can sometimes upset my stomach.... Here's hoping alls well in the morning....