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I was able to get the HHcg today... And i wnted to login to see how you were doing Fox...

Another day... on this long journey of weight loss...will i win this battle???

Originally Posted by lots2Lrn

Another day... on this long journey of weight loss...will i win this battle???

So far =) It tends to be harder when you don't have the support at home...so it is nice to be accountable by even just posting...so on with my blog.

Well it seem to be hit and miss for me and coming on here...maybe it because i've been so discouraged... For all those that might be just reading...say a prayer that i make it through another week!!!
continued success to all still on this program...For all Canadians have a happy Family day on Monday

Originally Posted by lots2Lrn

Well it seem to be hit and miss for me and coming on here...maybe it because i've been so discouraged... For all those that might be just reading...say a prayer that i make it through another week!!!
continued success to all still on this program...For all Canadians have a happy Family day on Monday

I'm still here...barely. Have been so freaking busy at work for the past couple months, that I haven't had time to get on here. Have gained nearly everything I lost in the last round back...but, that's mostly because of the pregnancy etc. Still waiting for that to wrap itself up so I can get back on HCG...lose what I've gained and continue towards goal. It's discouraging...but I have it under control. Not gaining anymore...just need my bloodwork (hcg hormone levels) to get down to 0...so I can be done with this crap and get back on the bandwagon. Am ready.

Originally Posted by foxfyre

I'm still here...barely. Have been so freaking busy at work for the past couple months, that I haven't had time to get on here. Have gained nearly everything I lost in the last round back...but, that's mostly because of the pregnancy etc. Still waiting for that to wrap itself up so I can get back on HCG...lose what I've gained and continue towards goal. It's discouraging...but I have it under control. Not gaining anymore...just need my bloodwork (hcg hormone levels) to get down to 0...so I can be done with this crap and get back on the bandwagon. Am ready.

Glad to see you Fox...I will be starting another round shortly... Sorry you are having a hard time of it right now... i will be starting again in a week could do with some company???! I have been having a hard time of it myself...Not sure but think my DH has been messing around our whole marriage. Which has not helped my self esteem right about now... he is suppose to write out what he has been doing, as he thinks that will be the easiest way for him to explain what has been happening. And so i sit and wait... remember i am an emotional eater...so i am overwhelmed right now as it been monthssssssssssssss that i have been waiting to find out. And the thing is everyone of his siblings has done the cheating game on their spouse. I'm looking into getting a divorce. He says that he loves me and does not wnt to end the marriage. Right about now i just wnt to know what is going on, so i can move on with my life. I'm such a mess, been crying, not sleeping. And have not been able to focus on this program. If you pray... please say a prayer for me. I'm so scared at what i am going to find out. We have been married 5 years 6 in May. What a huge waste of time wnted kids, he chnged his mind after we got married...hey the list goes on he wnts to go to counseling. But i wnt to know what has been going on before i get bombarded in front of a complete stranger. With all this i have been terrified of the scale...not sure wht to do I wnt to start another round, but with this hanging over my head, i feel like i'm sure to fail...hey this thought just hit me. I going to make my goal... and by the time i get their if he has not got his Sh-t together my skinny ass will be gone!!!! This attitude might just help...let see how i feel by the end of the day with this new thought. What a mess!!!

Originally Posted by lots2Lrn

...hey this thought just hit me. I going to make my goal... and by the time i get their if he has not got his Sh-t together my skinny ass will be gone!!!! This attitude might just help...let see how i feel by the end of the day with this new thought. What a mess!!!

Oh my goodness hunny... I am so sorry to hear about all of this. I'd say it's a good sign that he wants to go to counseling. If he's cheating....and it's all he's seen from his siblings (and possibly his parents?), then it very easily could be learned behavior....and something he can unlearn with the help of a counselor and his wife. I have seen this work before. If he writes it all down for you, that would be great. At least you can be prepared before seeing the counselor. If not, be strong and agree to the counseling. At worst, you have a chance to find out the truth. At best, it helps. Just know that it will take time. You can always come here and vent to me And like you said, your skinny ass can always leave if you don't like what you hear :P Anywho, medical things are all cleared up and I'm a week into R3P2. Had a lovely cheat over the weekend that was absolutely worth the 1.2 pound gain...and have lost it again now. The round is going well. No hunger, and good losses so far. I got pregnant before I stabilized on R2....gained back everything I lost on that round but, quit gaining as soon as I reached my R1 stabilization weight Which is a good thing. Confirms that this diet works in the long run. I find that I'm not as strict on myself this round. Subbing things here and there...keeping the cals, fat, protein, starch within the allowed bits, but not 100% protocol foods. I only do a protein shake at lunch and therefore missing out on the fat that would normally come with the protein there, which (I think) is why I'm getting away with my "adjustments". Don't really care. I'm happy and it's still working. If you need a HCG buddy, I'll be here. With everything you have going on right now....it will be hard. But, it might also be a good thing. The protocol will hold you accountable for your eating habits. /huggles

Originally Posted by foxfyre

Oh my goodness hunny... I am so sorry to hear about all of this. I'd say it's a good sign that he wants to go to counseling. If he's cheating....and it's all he's seen from his siblings (and possibly his parents?), then it very easily could be learned behavior....and something he can unlearn with the help of a counselor and his wife. I have seen this work before. If he writes it all down for you, that would be great. At least you can be prepared before seeing the counselor. If not, be strong and agree to the counseling. At worst, you have a chance to find out the truth. At best, it helps. Just know that it will take time. You can always come here and vent to me And like you said, your skinny ass can always leave if you don't like what you hear :P Anywho, medical things are all cleared up and I'm a week into R3P2. Had a lovely cheat over the weekend that was absolutely worth the 1.2 pound gain...and have lost it again now. The round is going well. No hunger, and good losses so far. I got pregnant before I stabilized on R2....gained back everything I lost on that round but, quit gaining as soon as I reached my R1 stabilization weight Which is a good thing. Confirms that this diet works in the long run. I find that I'm not as strict on myself this round. Subbing things here and there...keeping the cals, fat, protein, starch within the allowed bits, but not 100% protocol foods. I only do a protein shake at lunch and therefore missing out on the fat that would normally come with the protein there, which (I think) is why I'm getting away with my "adjustments". Don't really care. I'm happy and it's still working. If you need a HCG buddy, I'll be here. With everything you have going on right now....it will be hard. But, it might also be a good thing. The protocol will hold you accountable for your eating habits. /huggles

Thanks Fox, I do need a buddy...i wnt to get back into things...i should have started again but been hanging in this round...so i will be starting in a few more days. I will be back to logging in on a regular basis... and now that it's getting warmer out i will be able to go for my walks. I am also going to start stepping on the scale again, even if i'm not going to like what i see! good losses so far Fox keep it up ;0)

Originally Posted by lots2Lrn

Thanks Fox, I do need a buddy...i wnt to get back into things...i should have started again but been hanging in this round...so i will be starting in a few more days. I will be back to logging in on a regular basis... and now that it's getting warmer out i will be able to go for my walks. I am also going to start stepping on the scale again, even if i'm not going to like what i see! good losses so far Fox keep it up ;0)

Will be glad to have you back with me. I'm losing much better this round than any previous round. Am pretty much completely rogue, which I find hilarious. Best wishes hunny.