With all that you're going through right now you've done an amazing job w/ the weight loss! Don't think about what you should had done. Look at what you have achieved...14.2lbs is a lot of weight to lose in 16 days! You're doing an amazing job & in a few wks your body will look so amazing as well & that alone will make you feel 10 times better w/ all this crap you're going through right now.
Hang in there!