I'm so sorry about your mom... I will keep your family in my prayers... I've done worse cheating for way less of a reason. Definately not the worst I've heard of, considering the news especially. You might stall for 2-3 days. Maybe gain a pound tomorrow. Don't beat your self up too much, it sounds like it was a hard night. You don't need to feel "remorseful" for cheating to get back on track. Yeah maybe you lost a few days, but you're still on the diet and on the way to a healthier you. Just keep going, get back on track, and in a few days it will be like the cheat never happened. I'm no expert and hopefully some of the "vetrans" can give you some advice as well. Be proud of the losses you have and look forward to more!