
Good God, y'all.
What is it good for?
Absolutely nothing.
I'm just posting this to vent. Because no matter what goes on physically, this journey is a huge mental battle.
Tonight, I'm losing.
But I know I'll win the war, so I'm pushing through.
I've come so far already, changed so much for the better. Why does my head still tell me I'm not good enough? (pretty enough)
Im not always like this.
It's a miracle.
Of course I'm referring to stabilizing.
I cannot believe that it's happened to me, because it seems too good to be true.
Not to take away from any hard work I have done to get to this point. I know that all of us who are on any step of this journey are constantly working hard to reach our goals.
I'm just seriously floored by how simply all of this is when you really make a change.
I'm officially in P4
(Copied from my off-site blog: www.memyhealthandi.blogspot.com)
I've come to the conclusion that my body is now involved in some sort of magical trickery against me.
Wait, no - magical trickery for me.
As in, in my favor.
Because yesterday I made and consumed this beaut' right here:
(Insert picture of Cheese Crust Pizza that I made last night HERE)
And I did not gain any weight. At all. We're talking no
So I think I want to start bloggin on here, too. I have started a blog about my journey here: www.memyhealthandi.blogspot.com
But that's mainly for family and friends of mine who constantly ask me how I'm doing. I sort of would like feedback on some of it from fellow hcgers, too, so I think I'll start posting on a blog here as well. I can get more specific about where I'm at and stuff on this site, too. Since you all already know the lingo.
For now I guess click on