Popular Pages :


View RSS Feed

my8kidsmom

  1. Oh no!!!

    So it's been a really great day until now:

    I just ran out of Truvia packets and thought, no biggie I will just use the bulk stuff I have. Tonight I started to put in my coffee and realized it said "75% less calories than sugar" What??? yeah, I was using the baking stuff. ;( Tomorrow's weigh in might not be so good. Shoot!
    Categories
    Uncategorized
  2. Yesterday went so much better!

    Seems like I have found the right dose. Yay! I did realize however that I really like to use food for control. (You can't make me feel bad, angry, etc I will just stuff it down with food.) So far I haven't had any real big emotions to deal with...but it is disconcerting to have my power taken away. It's is a good process to go through but a bit uncomfortable. But I lost another 1.8lbs which puts me .2 away from my starting weight!
    Categories
    Uncategorized
  3. Yesterday was hard!

    I struggled with low energy, weakness and just general brain fog yesterday. I was pretty hungry but was really struggling with whether or not it was true hunger or just a desire to eat. I am taking my shots at night (does anyone else look forward to their shot? weird!) and I upped it from 130 iu to 140 iu. Within a half hour I felt so much better! Placebo? Possibly. Feeling pretty good right now. Empty and wishing I could eat for security but not spacey or lethargic like yesterday. ...
    Categories
    Uncategorized
  4. Vlcd 1

    The official weight after loading is: 189.6 so about 6lbs gained during loading. Doing my shots at 8pm and feeling pretty good right now. No hunger (actually I am feeling still a bit stuffed from loading) I am looking forward to getting this weight off but I do have some doubts in the back of my mind (what if I get hungry? what if I can't hang in there? what if I will always be fat?) I feel like I am really ready to give up my twisted relationship with food but it's still a little scary. ...
    Categories
    Uncategorized
Page 2 of 2 FirstFirst 12