1WildAngel

So, as of this morning I was at 235.0. I'm so excited!! That puts my total loss now to 19.2 pounds.... dare I say, tomorrow I'll be over the big 2-0 pounds lost mark!?!?!? I really can't believe this is happening to me. I'm 2 days away from being halfway through P2... Tomorrow, I'll be mixing my new injections for the 2nd half. A little nervous, since my first 23 days came from a clinic here in town (But they won't let you do extended rounds), so this will be my first time mixing on my own. I just hope I get it right! and hope it does as well as the stuff from the clinic has.

It's been a hard and emotional week this week... my boyfriend left to go back to Phoenix after 3 years of us being together. I miss him so much, but it was necessary as his ex will not allow him to see or talk to his kid unless he's there, and now, he's gonna have to go to court and fight to see his son. Still, us having to give up a very happy life together to reestablish himself in his son's life just really stinks. My heart is a bit broken and though the temptations have been there to cheat this week, I have stuck to protocol and tried to remind myself that now this just gives me all the more reason and ability to focus on myself and what I need to do to put myself into a happier place (by losing this weight). I must say that I'm excited about getting to P3 so I can start working out again. I made the mistake of trying to do some cardio/abs in week 2 and EEK! I've never felt so miserable for the next 3 days as I did... so won't be making that mistake again. I'm starting to feel like I'll definitely see my first mini-goal of 220 in this first round of P2. and that's, just... exciting.