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I've been so slack with blogging this round R2P2VLCD14

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I've been super slack with blogging this round. Then again I've also been super rogue this round, and I've also been spending somewhere between 12 and 16 hours sleeping pretty much every day this round. Hmmmmmm...

The sleeping thing is worrying me a bit, It's not really conducive to having any kind of a life, but now that I'm only working 2 or 3 nights a week there's not really anything that I have to get myself up and out and organised to do. So I guess I'll just enjoy my sleep now because life has a way of suddenly becoming absolutely frantic in pace at very short notice.

I've written elsewhere on the forum that I've been struggling more with emotional eating this round. Losing my job really sunk me in to a bit of a pit of despair, and then on top of that I got an email from my ex - and I thought I would be so happy to hear from him, but yeah. I'm not. It's thrown me in to a bit of a tailspin. I've written before about how I feel about him, so I'm not going to rehash it.. I'm going to have to come up with a response to the email soon, simply because I really DO want him in my life in some way. He's an amazing person, quite apart from my feeling for him. And quite seperate from *cough* the whole physical obsession we had with each other. I just have to find some light and airy words to gloss over his questions about my work and my health and all of those other things which are not going quite so well.. just for a little while, until I find my feet again and actually have something good and positive to tell him that I'm doing with my life.

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