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  1. day 1 vlcd

    day one is going ok. I am telling myself this is a mental challenge and I can step up to the plate. I want to feel beautiful and comfortable in my own body so I have to lose this weight
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  2. Sigh back again at one of the heaviest I've ever been. But I have the motivation now

    Today is day 2 of loading, but I won't lie I've been. on. a food rollercoaster of junk for 2wks and I can feel it. on the plus though I've kept up my workout routine.

    I know you're not supposed to start during that time of the month but really I could care less, I wanna start now so I'm starting now.
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  3. Just checking in

    So since my hcg bottle broke i've been doing the whole lose weight the ol fashioned way. It is frustrating though that the weight doesnt come off like it does on hcg but in a way i think it's a blessing in disguise.

    I have been yo-yoing on and off hcg since 2011 which has been extremely unhealthy (in my opinion). Right now im focusing on listening to my hunger cues, trying not to binge and getting at least 30min of exercise 4-5times a week.

    Today i weighed in at 197.8, ...
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  4. Welp im totally screwed. Booo!!

    Welp my hcg bottle fell on the floor and broke. sigh and it was pretty much full. Since i live all the way in africa, buying again and shipping etc is more than i can afford right now. So i guess i have no other alternative but to go to p3 after only 5days on p2 and just hope to the weight loss gods that i can lose weight on my own till i can afford to buy a new bottle and the ups/fedex international shipping charges.

    i started at 206.8 and todays weigh in i was 200.8. I did have ...
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  5. Day2 : So far ok

    So i've been good so far today. My mental battle is telling myself not to say eff it, i'll lose weight p3 style (which i know i can do). Mentally telling myself i'm doing this to get to a place where i'll be comfortable with then losing weight on my own. I cannot deny the fast results with hcg but damn the mental willpower it takes can be overwhelming.

    Damn and it's only day 2. For me, the weekends are the hardest, the urge to mindlessly eat goes into overdrive. But i think my game ...
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  6. Back again for the millionth time but it will and has to be my last time: Day 1

    I have been sabotaging myself for the past 3yrs trying to get down to my ldw when i first tried hcg back in 2011. I have to say i'm officially tired of this rollercoaster. My weight dictates my life and I am tired of it, fed up and all in all exhausted emotionally from it. Hating myself everytime I see my body in the mirror eversingle day is not healthy.

    So i'm back to kickstart. I only have a 30 day supply and my goal is 15 to 20lbs. From there I've decided it's p3 for life. Moderately ...
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  7. Total bust

    so this week was a total bust the study munchies binge just effed up everything- it's like my body is rebelling against getting back on track.

    Feeling a bit sick too booo. So after my workout last night I ate 2 pieces of chicken and a homemade hot chocolate . this was around 10pm so I knew for sure i'd be up at this morning weigh in so I didn't even bother.

    Definitely feeling fat and ugly and blah. I will not be caving into to my peanut cravings my next on-week which ...
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  8. Annoyed annoyed and annoyed

    So no weight loss for today's weigh in . I'm at 189.2. meaning that so far this week i'm at a big ol disappointing 1.4lbs which could've been more had I not given into my study munchies binge on Tuesday. I VOW TO MYSELF NEVER TO DO THAT AGAIN. I'm going off hcg and hopping back on Monday. I need my sleep. Another reason why I prob didn't lose is that my body is exhausted from the exercise combined with lack of sleep. I refuse to slow down my exercise since teaching spin 3x is high intensity in itself. ...
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  9. Be gone study munchies-- you made me gain weight

    YUPPERS just as the heading says, I had a major major attack of the study munchies and so weigh in today is 189.2 which is a gain of 1.2lbs.

    Sigh I gotta check my self for reaaaaallllllllllsssssssssssss. So it's a new day, took my drops about to have my coffee. Teaching spin class tonight, lift some weights, and stationary bike. 185-186 by Friday is doable if I stay on track.
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  10. Be gone study munchies-- you made me gain weight

    YUPPERS just as the heading says, I had a major major attack of the study munchies and so weigh in today is 189.2 which is a gain of 1.2lbs.

    Sigh I gotta check my self for reaaaaallllllllllsssssssssssss. So it's a new day, took my drops about to have my coffee. Teaching spin class tonight, lift some weights, and stationary bike. 185-186 by Friday is doable if I stay on track.
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