bebifal

so this week was a total bust the study munchies binge just effed up everything- it's like my body is rebelling against getting back on track.

Feeling a bit sick too booo. So after my workout last night I ate 2 pieces of chicken and a homemade hot chocolate . this was around 10pm so I knew for sure i'd be up at this morning weigh in so I didn't even bother.

Definitely feeling fat and ugly and blah. I will not be caving into to my peanut cravings my next on-week which starts on Monday. The feeling that I wasted a whole freaking week, makes me want to cry so badly but I cant because i'm at work. Kinda not liking myself right now for treating my body so unkindly.