Brila24

So Goodmorning To all! So on friday we celebrated my nephews birthday at red lobster and my plan was to stay in bed all day up until the event, ME TIME, Its crazy because after all that saying I needed to get me time I still have not. A friend called me friday and was like get over here and come visit me so I went over there and we ended up having lunch I had a salad but everything that came with it was more like a taco, and a margarita. At dinner that night I ate what I was not suppose to as well and woke up at my same weight in the morning by the grace of GOD and hcg lol. I immediately bounced back sat and I am only having cabbage today my fruits and the wasa toast. Surprisingly enough I did not beat myself up as bad as usual. It may sound crazy but that is actually me crossing a bridge. Food does not control me anymore. Yea I are what I was not suppose to but I did not binge.. I can live with that. But now I know that Social gatherings with friends are off my to do list when I am on hcg. I am first, so I really need to start prioritizing like so.. I am very happy that I did not give in to temptation after that I could just cry thinking about the days and night I have binged due to guilt... I got other things to say but if I dont go now I will be late to work. I LOVE YOU ALL. LOVE AND LIGHT TO YOU ON YOUR JOURNEY!!!