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7/27/14 VCLD ??? Don't care anymore...

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So, it's been a while since my last blog which a little disappointing because I truly wanted to follow my journey. Anyway, I only lost 1 pound this week, but I lost 4 inches. I guess I should be grateful for that but I'm utterly annoyed. After breaking my 5 day stall with an apple day, I lost 1.2 pounds. However, I immediately got back into another stall and it's been this way for 3 days I guess. I've decided for my sanity, I'm no longer going to weigh myself because it's depressing and I can't handle it. I have my final doctor appoint this coming Saturday. Hopefully, he'll tell me something good.

This is my third time doing hcg and I've never lost this little amount of weight, which wouldn't have been so bad if it was free.... It seems like all the people around me, who are on hcg, are having great losses. However, I noticed they all have one thing in common. They all wegih 200+. I wonder if your previous weight has anything to do with how well you'll lose. I'm thankful that my hubby did really well and is successfully in P4 and still losing.. Truth of the matter is that I had settled into a workout rountine prior to starting this round of hcg and although the scale wasn't moving, I was beginning to see results. This was huge for me because I HATE EXERCISING... but I found something that I liked. It makes me wonder, was this all for nothing? The stress is enough to make me crazy. Prior to hcg, I had already began to eat clean, however my meals included carbs. I love pasta, so I started using wheat pasta. I cut out all sodas and juices. I was doing a good job. Hubby keeps reminding me that I would've never lost the 12 pounds this quickly and I believe that, but I also wouldn't have been this unhappy and stressed. I felt good about myself after the exercise, even though it was only 30 min. a day. It was the first time that I truly decided to do something for me. And with me, I'm motivated by results. As much as I hate to exercise, I'll continue if I see change taking place. Having 2 stalls in a row, is NOT motivation.

I don't know. I'm just frustrated and I want this round to be over. So ready for P4. I miss food, so in order to deal with that, I'm gonna have to increase my workout. I don't need to be skinny, I just want to be toned.
Tomorrow has to be a better day!

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  1. kapluzie123's Avatar
    sounds like your in a GOOD place. Sometimes inches are more important than what the numbers say. Your husband sounds supportive-- you're very lucky on that front--( mine tries to undermine me at every chance).
    I too, have had a difficult round. I previously lost more weight while on program. This time around, I seem to be stalling a lot!! and the weight loss is slower. It's very frustrating.
    Keep up the good work-- with exercising.. every little bit counts and helps.
    Before you know it, tomorrow will be here-- and you'll look in the mirror and like what you see!!! BEING TONE