Catching up
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, March 9th, 2011 at 09:20 AM (1212 Views)
I've seen so many people sdo so well with a journal blog, I think its a good thing that I do the same. I seem to be doing pretty well and am trying to remember that any loss is a victory and I shouldn't be concerned wiht the idea that I am "supposed" to be losing at a higher rate. I also am going t try my hardest to not use the word "should" because my doctor says that I may be setting myself up to feel like a failure. I should do this, I should do that...its not a healthy way to think becaue where I am is where I am and what I am doing is base off of a phrase I heard somewhere on this site. The saying was, "Dieting is hard, being FAT is hard. CHOOSE YOUR HARD." So I am trying to keep in mind that if I take another path anytime during the day, I know that that lifestyle may be easier but the outcome is much harder to deal with. Dieting is hard everyday, but the benifits are really sooooo fantastic! I pray to God that he will give me the strength and will to get me where I need to be.
I'm worried about today because I have two castings in NYC and am worried I am going to be home late.
I would like to also saythat tis morning I did not have the energy I really needed. I live on the third floor and it usually isn't so difficult to climb those stairs but this morning, I felt like I was a 50 year old smoker.