This is a mind game and I will win
by
, March 10th, 2011 at 12:52 PM (1383 Views)
You know I am relly exited about these forums because just when you think you are going to go shove some General Tso's down my throat (and back up again), I read beautiful, funny, inspiring message from women who I would like to be more like.
Today wasn't hasn't been too difficult except for this morning when I was struck with greif thinking about me ex boyfriend. I wanted so bad to eat the danishes that they have here at work but I didn't do it. I did pray to God right before I started this diet that I would be strong and see it through to the end. I can't fail, I wont fail. I dont care how strong my Bulimia is, I will be strong and stronger as the days pass and she will be weaker and insignificant when I am finished. My belly is full of strength, and love and hope. Most important is that I have the desire to be better and more alive. I thank God for helping me find such wonderful people to help guide me through this transition.