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Back again for the millionth time but it will and has to be my last time: Day 1

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bebifal
, October 8th, 2014 at 12:39 AM (2122 Views)
I have been sabotaging myself for the past 3yrs trying to get down to my ldw when i first tried hcg back in 2011. I have to say i'm officially tired of this rollercoaster. My weight dictates my life and I am tired of it, fed up and all in all exhausted emotionally from it. Hating myself everytime I see my body in the mirror eversingle day is not healthy.

So i'm back to kickstart. I only have a 30 day supply and my goal is 15 to 20lbs. From there I've decided it's p3 for life. Moderately rogue seems to work for me, so that's what i;m gonna do.

I'm blogging to get my thoughts out and for support. And just hoping that i can make it to goal or close to it without sabotaging myself.

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  1. Blak Porsche's Avatar
    Hi Beb!

    Each time you're getting better at learning your body! Even if it's not your last time, just keep moving! We're here to support your efforts! I learned how to eat for the first time in my life. I was an athlete so I was used to burning everything I ate. Lots of carb!!! During my first round, I learned how my body, mood and energy level really responds to carbs. Here's wishing you a great round. :-)
  2. snoppy48's Avatar
    I am with you Beb.... sick of feeling this way! I know we can do this!! IF I can ever figure this forum out and where my posts go :/
  3. bebifal's Avatar
    thanks for the response guys!!!. I'm definitely taking your que blak porsche (fierce name by the way) re-learnnig how your body, mood and energy levels react to carbs. Carbs are my weakness-- my crack, my addiction. I get bloated and i overeat on them, then the next day i'm a walking bloated sausage. This time I really want to truly break the cycle.

    Hcg is such a mental game and it is soooo hard to stay in it but oh the rewards are great. Sigh just plan on taking it one day at a time.
  4. Waffles4me's Avatar
    Hi! Welcome back, you and I are in the same boat. We got this, you can do this, don't let anyone tell you that you can't. You have always wanted this, and you can have it. Just take it one day at a time.