My Journey

Wow, 3 weeks done.. I feel like I've been eating P2 forever. It's amazing how easily my mind is forgetting my past food addictions. I'm thankful for that forgetfulness. It was a tough week. Tom being 4 days late-- what's up with that?! Certainly not usual for me. Only time that EVER happened to me, was when I was pregnant. I don't want to overthink it. Could be the beginning of some bodily changes.. or maybe the fact that I started my round 12 days before Tom was due. I don't know..
This past week wasn't a great one with weight loss.. only 1.4 lbs down. HMMM--- that's below my average. A bit disappointing for sure. I was hoping to be within 10 lbs of goal, but it looks as if I won't make that. Just when I think I only have 1 round left-- it all changes.. UGH!!!!
Hopefully, now that Tom has arrived, I can get back to losing again and see some downward movement on the scale.

I'm feeling positive and satisfied in my efforts. I'm not having any cravings or hunger. However, I really want to exercise and lift some weights. My biggest mistake-- was not to return to lifting weights during my last P4. This P4, I plan to get into a daily routine so that I can continue during my next P2.. should I have another P2..

I'm half way through my P2... and still wishing for it to be over. I do miss eating the larger volume of food. Primarily, because I am finished eating so quickly- while everyone else is still eating and socializing. It's something that I will have to work on.. the socializing aspect.. with food. So much of my life evolves around socializing. In the beginning, I would keep myself away from such situations. I wasn't mentally strong enough to be around the eating fest. I am stronger now.. but still have that desire to be a part of the group.. but I don't want the consequences of the actions.. such a dilemma!!!