Dubbles

I won't take credit for that blog title--I read that in a book someplace, at some time. But I'm borrowing it! First time I did HCG protocol was in 2010. Looking back on this site, I saw i did it some in 2013. Totally forgot about that time! Point being is time has passed, but I'm not going to give up and get "old". I don't feel it inside, and i don't want to look it outside either. Im often told I look better now than when younger. I don't know about that but I do try to be the best I can be at my age, or hopefully better than my age. I don't think of it so much as vanity , more as a sense of pride and well-being. When I take care of myself--diet and exercise, I feel better mentally. I'm happier. During these past 9-10 months of Covoid restrictions--I (like many other people I'm sure) Ive done what we were told to do-stayed in most of the time, , havent traveled, haven't even traveled to VA from KY to be with my family during the Holidays, and its really gotten me depressed. I don't take care of myself when depressed. And food becomes my friend. Not a good friend really because it works against me. So I have gained weight during this difficult period, and that feeds my depression. But enough is enough! Time now to reacquaint myself with another friend--one i made back in 2010--HCG! It worked so well for me when I worked with it properly. So here I go again. probably won't blog everyday, maybe not every week, but hope to blog some of my feelings, and successes--and prob some lapses, but i hope not many of those. I think I'm ready, no, I AM READY.

So here I go! Received my hcg last nite, Mixed this morning, took first injection. This time I'm also doing the lipo/B12 injection. Loading today and tomorrow. Contemplated not doing a load, seems I've been loading for several months now, but I read a lot and it seems to be recommended to do it while on first two days of hcg, period. So , Im pulling my arm and my leg, especially right arm to handle fork, to endure a couple of days loading without guilt! Ha such a hardship! NOT! Hubbs just called and think we'll order Chicken Alfredo from a really good restaurant in town.

Actually looking forward to this journey. And it is about the journey and not a certain number on the scale. It's gonna be great!