Forgiven

The worst thing about this diet is having kids who eat cookies and peanut butter. Oh, God, the peanut butter. Though I've switched to Natural peanut butter, I still love it, and I still crave it. When making my kids lunch yesterday, I spent minutes sniffing the jar of peanut butter, breathing it in deeply, enjoying the sensation it made at the back of my throat. So dreamy. And they had some animal crackers on Wednesday, which I could not hold back from either. They smell very good. Actually, they had a lemony scent to them, which I had never really noticed before. Either way, I love to sniff the sweet stuff. It's not the same as eating it, but it satisfies enough to get through my day and over the fact that I can't have what they're having.

I lost 2.2 lbs on Wednesday and 2.4 lbs today. I think that's what I've lost...I can't remember. Isn't that bad. Either way, I've lost all my load weight now and am into new, uncharted territory with my weight. Okay, I've been here before, years ago, but not recently. I'm a yo-yoer, so I've seen this weight quite a few times, actually. LOL

By the end of this round, I will fit into my wedding dress. That is something I'm looking forward to. Unfortunately, I have no place to wear it... Maybe I should throw a wedding party and have everyone come in their wedding dresses so that I can get a chance to wear mine again. No. That won't be fair to others who may not fit into theirs...I'll have to find a reason to wear the thing...Any suggestions?

Angie