Reaching for balance . .
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, April 16th, 2012 at 05:28 AM (749 Views)
"Steak Day down 2.4 lbs. Still over LIW but considering how bad I had let it slide I am ok with it coming back down slowly.
It feels like I am in training for how to live the rest of my life. I am taking things easy, going easy on myself and trying to keep the stress levels low. I am working on my meals, trying to keep the protein and fat content high, carbs low and getting the hated veggies in. I will try to keep my meals balanced and eventually figure out what is best so that I have a clear plan for the future.
I need to account for my actions and the way that I react to stressful and emotional situations. I refuse to rely on hcg to always be there for me. I am grateful that it got me moving in the right direction and along the way I am learning how to cope. It is as simple as that. I have poor coping skills in stressful situations. I seem to have it together on the outside and seem grounded but I know the truth, inside I am a mess, and that needs to be fixed. Life probably will never be perfect but we all have to figure out how to deal with out lives in a positive way. I am still learning and now that the fog and cobwebs are clearing out of my head . . . I see that I am going to get there . . . "