Hellobikini Getting to her Bikini

I am down 6.5lbs I am very happy with that.
I have not gone on a wild binge-Thank goodness-though at one point felt like it.
I was hungry and was wanting every food I saw. I have to prepare and look at food a lot as I have young kids.
I nearly lost it, making a sandwhich yesterday. I wanted to bite into it so bad!!!! It really took self control.

However, earlier in the day, I was at a party for 6hrs and there was a lot of tempting food there. Platters of cookies, ...

I am down 5bls in 5 days.
I am hungry too much though. I am irritated and frusterated I don't seem to ever be hunger free on hcg (many rounds now) while others talk about not being hungry and skipping half their foods because they just weren't hungry.
I wasn't hungry my 1st two days, so at least I am grateful for that. That was nice. I thought now I know what everyone is talking about, and this round is going to be so easy if this is the way I feel.
Anyway.......
I think ...

Well I weighed in hoping to see a big loss on the scale on vlcd-2, (yesterday) it wasn't there, (-1) but I decided not to get down about it, my scale isn't digital and perhaps the scale had needle issues and the big loss would be coming on vlcd-3.

Weigh in today, (vlcd-3) was so dissapointing. (-1)
I don't like my emotions being tied into the numbers on the scale, but they are.
For most people I see the biggest losses in the beginning and then it slows down, that is ...

I am having a great day!
I am not hungry and that is a small miracle with my past.
I hope this keeps up. Hunger was the biggest battle for me in the past.
It is funny because I was soooooo worried about mixing.
I have always had a friend mix for me, who is a nurse and knows all the cc's and ml's etc. She also has
done hcg before. So she was my mixer for all the other rounds, and all my other friends.
Everyone who did it with me, shared the same hcg and ...

I am going to give hcg diet another try as I am desperate.
I had a horrible experience the last time I tried. I am not sure exactly what happened.
I was hungry the entire time and I just couldn't stay on the diet. I adjusted and re-adjusted my dose to no avail
and after some cheats and re-starting I went off hcg mid round and gained another 25+lbs.
I am now heavier than I have been in years.
I should start over. I had 3 successful rounds of hcg, each time doing a successful ...

HCG Dose Injection Amount
125iu = .25 or 25 on an insulin syringe
150iu = .30 or 30 on an insulin syringe
175iu = .35 or 35 on an insulin syringe
200iu = .40 or 40 on an insulin syringe

Okay again I am having problems with hunger. We mixed a new batch and this time mixed 5000 with 10cc of saline.
So the above should be my dose. Yesterday I did 125 and was good all day until the evening. I probably waited to long for dinner as I was at work and ...

Oh I am having such a hard time this round!
I felt like I finally got the dose right, as my hunger, mood and energy improved over the last 2 days. However, today I was so weak but not hungry then I became ravenous around dinnertime and I was craving everything off the diet.
It ended in a cheat. I felt horrible yet so much better at the same time.
I can't believe I keep cheating. I just get so hungry.
Well I am beginning to think I will never find my dose. I am so tired ...

Okay it has been a tough last few days! I almost threw in the towel numerous times. Well I sort of did. I ate when I was so hungry I was ready to gnaw my arm off. I figured if I felt like full on cheating, it would be much better just to up my foods until I don't feel like cheating anymore.
Today after eating all my foods and was still starving, I made a protien shake and threw an egg and coffee in. Oh did it help. It is 3 hours later and I am not hungry. Thank god. I have been so hungry ...

Weight is coming off. I am now 2lbs below preload weight.
Unfortunately it is the same weight as my post load date, last round!!!
I am trying with a higher dose. Yesterday was definately better hunger wise. I had a really hard time falling asleep last night and am really tired today. Tired and dieting is never a good combo with me. At least I am super happy about losing a whole pound.

125 iu dose = .50 ml/cc, or 50 on an insulin needle
150 iu dose = .60 ml/cc, or 60 on an insulin needle
175 iu dose = .70 ml/cc, or 70 on an insulin needle
200 iu dose = .80 ml/cc, or 80 on an insulin needle


Okay very confused now.
I just read this. I have spent the last half hour reading about doses trying to figure it out. Another post said 15=150 ug!
My insulin needle is 1cc. The numbers start at 10 and end at 100 units.