My Big Baby Pout
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, May 19th, 2011 at 12:32 PM (1494 Views)
Four days and no loss! What! It's not fair...
I haven't cheated, I've been good. I deserve that shiny toy. Stupid fish, stoopid spinach. I want a hamburger, and pizza, and chocolate freakin chip cookies!! I don't wanna drink any more water, I want a cold beer. I don't want four ounces, I want a 20oz ribeye. Not fair, not fair, noooooot FAIR!!
*ahem* (yoga breathing)
Well, if you actually read that childish, immature, whinny, rantlet, you may notice that I am having a "little" stall. Four days now and the stubborn scale has read the same - 129.2. Now it seems ridiculous to be upset when I have already lost 13lbs, and 129 is a very agreeable number. If I had weighed that much in the begining I would never have been dieting. *sigh* It's just that I was losing so well, and so fast. Even a .2 drop a day would make me happy. That sticking on the exact same weight though just doesn't seem possible on a 500cal a day diet. I should be grateful for the weightloss I have already achieved. I know it is silly to get upset, that this is just one of those week 3 stalls that I have read of.
But my mind is not accepting that. *pouty face* I am being good, no cheating. I have normal potty times, and if I don't I drink the "poop tea" and everything comes out all right. Last night I took a ginger detox bath, and sweated all night long. I'm drinking at least 2L's of water a day. <----- See, it's not fair.
I was so excited about hitting the 120's that I told everyone about my diet and how great it was. Then the day after the scale didn't change. Or the day after that....etc. I tell myself I wouldn't mind the stall so much if it was around 125, but who am I kidding. I am dieting and taking the HCG - I expect results darnit.
I am on VLCD19 - I plan to go 40 days. I want to reach 120lbs. I didn't think it would be a problem...now I am not so sure.