lildevil72

So I'm not waiting 14 weeks. I'm ok with that lol.

I'm starting my pellets on sunday for round 4. I've kicked my scale addiction and only plan on weighing once a week, I certainly don't want to get into that mode again. I've gained 5 lbs, vacation and my hubby home for a visit. I had actually gained 10 lbs but lost 5 with a steak day and the start of TOM. I've tried everything to get the last 5 off but it's not happening, and frankly I'm sick of worrying about it since I'm starting a new round soon.

I am a little concerned that I gained that weight without any REAL reason for gaining it. I had not been eating much on vaca because we were super busy and I think ultimately that was the cause. Now since I've been home and freaking out I'm still not eating what I should be. How easy it is to slip back into old habits, problem is eating to few calories does not work for me anymore, I gain! The hardest part of maintaining for me is eating enough food, I get busy and forget to eat, or feel guilty for eating, even salad. Maybe I can overcome those issues on this last round.

I promised my husband I wouldn't go under 145, I would really like to stick to that promise. I do not want to be all skin and bones, I just want the muffin top, little bit of bra flab and some inner thigh flab to take a hike. If I can achieve that I don't give a flyin fig what the scale says.

I'll be camping for the next 4 days, hopefully there is not anymore gaining, hahahahaha! Ok... that's not really realistic is it. We shall see See ya'll monday night!