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  1. The hardest thing I've ever done...

    ...is this diet. And it seems like the more times I do it (this is #4), the harder it gets. Ferocious hunger, desperate cravings, weakness, tiredness--that's what I've dealt with for the past 2 days. Adjusting dosage doesn't help at all; I'm just as hungry taking 6 drops 3 times a day as I am 12. I've been cheating constantly because I'm just too hungry. I'm still losing weight (down 0.8 this morning after eating... well, a lot of verboten stuff, healthy but verboten: carrots, veg butter, cheese, ...
  2. So it begins...

    I'm one meal into my first loading day and already I'm wondering how I'm going to manage. I haven't had much of an appetite for the past week (a problem I wish I'd had all my life), which is probably an indication that there may be something wrong with me (I can ALWAYS eat--I'm like the sterotypical fat sidekick of any 80s cartoon or movie). And now I'm having to gorge... I'm just glad my husband's gone for the weekend so he doesn't have to see me 1) eating all the foods he loves to eat but can't ...
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  3. Diagnosed Diabetic

    Not me... my husband.

    Not me, the one with the sedentary lifestyle and 30 extra pounds of fat I've been lugging around for over half of my life. Nope, it hits the guy who is active every day, drinks more water than a fish, and has maybe an extra pound or two on his 166-pound frame, if that.

    Despite my fatness, I'm totally ok. My cholesterol is so good I'm at a negative risk factor for heart disease. My blood sugar is perfect. Yet I'm a total fatso. Genetics are a crap ...
  4. Back for the End of 2014

    What a year.

    I injured my back in April that caused sciatic nerve pain for several months, adopted a puppy who has habitually been waking me up in the middle of the night every night since May (but she's getting better), husband got a corneal ulcer that took him out of work for nearly two whole months (praise the Lord that his eye is now fully healed), my mother-in-law died last month due to complications from untreated diabetes and heart disease (talk about an incentive to get healthy--everyone ...
  5. Much, much better.

    I was a complete angel at Wednesday night church meet. I didn't cheat at all (I didn't eat any of the available food, in fact, though I did have a coffee with my stevia before eating my spinach soup, and that cut my appetite nearly in half), and my losses are picking back up again--down 1.4 pounds this morning! (I've lost more weight in the past 4 days than I did all last week.) I'm beginning to see the changes, too, especially in my face/neck. That usually happens when I've passed the 10-pound ...
  6. 2-week measurements, and two words:

    Birthday. Party. I went crazy on Sunday. I ate everything I wasn't supposed to, in piles. I had already stalled, no losses that morning, and I was painfully empty and unmotivated. I even ate an apple before we got there, hoping to stave off some of my uncontrollable urges, but it was no good. Full force attack. I ate cake and Cheetos and potato salad and mac and cheese, and within 30 minutes I felt like I was going to bust my gut. I was so uncomfortable. I didn't eat anything the rest of the day, ...
  7. What a difference a day makes!

    This morning I was down 1.6 pounds. I lost all the weight I gained from being sick, plus a few ounces. I don't know why I'm having an easier time this round compared to my first... maybe it's just a matter of knowing what to do whenever I stall or gain, and which foods work best for me.

    Really, I think that liter of green tea in the evening is what's really helping. I always seem to lose more whenever I'm drinking green tea regularly; therefore, I'm incorporating it into ...
  8. Bronchitis! I just can't get a break. -_-

    This past Monday I finally broke down and went to the doctor when it seemed that my pharyngitis was moving into my chest. Turns out I was beginning to develop bronchitis, so I was put on antibiotics and sent home, where I ate soup and saltines and drank Gatorade and tea with honey, and all those good non-P2 type foods. I didn't care--I was sick. But I still stayed on my drops, and I'm surprised I only gained 1.2 pounds from my splurging. Yesterday I was hit by the worst, most intense craving I've ...
  9. Gain & Correction: I owned it!

    This hasn't been my best week, to say the least. I think I ate too much the day before, which resulted in a 0.8 gain yesterday morning... BUT! I've been through this before! I know how to fix it! And I did. Solid drop of 2.0 pounds this morning. Not only do I have a better idea of what I'm doing this round, but I've actually found the will to do it.

    On the downside, I did a lot of talking yesterday (with some shouting and a brief but painful span of screaming) and now my throat ...
  10. Recovering

    I seem to be on the road to recovery, though my throat is still incredibly sore and accompanied by that vague "ick" feeling. I'm well enough to go back to work, at least.

    I thought I'd show a gain after all the non-P2 stuff I ate yesterday (4 Yasso pops, a sleeve of saltines, on top of a lack of BMs), but I had a 0.6 loss this morning. Very glad to still be losing, but I'll be happier once I'm fully back on track.

    For dinner tonight I've got some boneless ...
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