Here we go!!!

My Hucog 5000 (2 vials) has shipped today and should be here soon, I am excited at the possiblity of finally finding a way to shed my unwanted weight as well as my negative self image. For years (and I'm talking 15 years here!), I have struggled with weight gain and finally reached my highest gain two years ago at 235 lbs. I had the oddest split from my long-time boyfriend/short-term husband and spent 7 months living next door to him and his new (and way slimmer) girlfriend in our duplex. I would love to say that I was the better person and lived peacefully and accepting of what I had to witness daily, but I did have my moments, lol! During those 7 long months, I nearly lost my job but also lost 75 lbs, I felt so good physically!

My mental health suffered tremendously, I was diagnosed bi-polar at the age of 17 years old. I have been to so many psychiatrists over the years that have thrown so many pills at me that I can't even begin to list everything I have tried. I've spent years taking medications that have made me feel worse or made me not even aware of the world around me. I finally realized last year that ITS THE WEIGHT!!! I feel like a totally different person without all this extra baggage!!! I am an emotional person, lol. I know when I am having my highs and lows that come with being bi-polar. I just can't do anything to change that other than becoming a zombie on meds or change what causes the lows...my self image.

This is for me...I can do this!