HCG and me post2

Posting this blog, hoping not to feel alone =( Started my HCG journey earlier this year at 224. after 1.5 rounds, my LIW was 177. First round went beautifully, stabilized like a rock star. Second round, not so much. My head was never really in the game, and I only lost like 12 lbs. after that my main goal was just to stabilize for the remainder of the Summer. As of last Thursday, I weighed in at 183, so 6 up which is basically where I stabilized ( oddly enough, my LIW after round 1 was 189) Anyway, I start my injections today for round 3 at 193 =( I am up 10 lbs this week because I became the carb monster this week. In part because I knew I was starting another round this week, and in part because I am to start TOM this week as well. Anyway, feeling like a bit of a failure right this moment ... was hoping for this to be my last round, but looking now like there will be at least one more after the first of the year. Measured this morning and am also up a few inches in the waist and hips, arms and calves remained the same. Trying to remember that I am still 31 down from where I started. Expecting huge losses first two weeks, time will tell.