Natalie

Took a ten day PI in the middle of my P2 round. My first round, I lost about 26 lbs. Second round was kind of a bust - lots of cheats, but the PI helped me get my head back in the game and just DO THIS RIGHT! On intermountain hhcg pellets this time, tried those before with success, I think my drops I had in the beginning of p2 didn't work..not sure exactly what was up. This forum keeps me going. Love the Lovely Losers thread and the losers on there immensley!

GOAL for the rest of this P2 - GO AS LONG AS IT TAKES TO GET DOWN ANOTHER 10 lbs. Right now, I'm 187.6. I'm up 3.6 lbs from where I started my PI. 3.6 lbs gain in 10 days. NOT GOOD and I"M NOT HAPPY. But ONWARD. If I can lose what I put on (3.6) and another 10 lbs - that will put me at 174 for this second round. Ultimately, I want to see 160 because I know that will just feel GOOD. I haven't seen 160 since I was in my 20s - about 13-14 years maybe. College weight was 145-150. I'm tall at 5'9" so I probably look way to skinny at 145. I'm not going for that but 160 is DOABLE. I CAN GET THERE AGAIN. I'm so close!

Restate goal -
Lose the 3.6 lbs I put on during PI.
Lose another 10 lbs (maybe more...we'll see how I feel).
Get to 174.
At 174, that will put my total loss between two rounds at 39.4 LBS!!!!
Do P2 for another few days after I reach 174 to make sure I am there and stable (maybe even go down a little bit more, who knows).


Menu for today -
Coffee
1 TBS. half n half
Handful of strawberries
P2 chili

And planning on making chicken lettuce (or cabbage) wraps later. Maybe skip the fruit...not sure what hunger level will be.
SKIP MELBA/GRISSINI


Grocery List

Coconut aminos
Liquid Smoke
Vinegar (they have these beautiful vinegars at Harmons just down the road from work...I got a pomegranate one last time and it's all gone. gonna read labels)
fresh thyme (I should really have a herb garden again)

I can do this. There is no turning back. ONWARD ONWARD ONWARD!!!!