What do I do?
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, March 17th, 2013 at 06:10 AM (1177 Views)
Good Morning all. I am at a crossroads and really need some help and advice.
July 9, 2012 I started my journey. did 2 rounds and at my lowest I was down 52.5 lbs. Of course when I saw that what did I do?????Went in the other direction.
I decided to do another round with patches that I had used in the second round. Loading of course was fun and I stayed on plan for one week, lost 4 lbs (that was when I was down 52.5) and then it all exploded. I cheated and then that was it for me. So I decided to try and go back to my P3 lifestyle that i was following before I started this last round. Then I decided to load again and try and start the round again. Well that did not work either. Are you dizzy from reading this??? I am dizzy from this yoyo ride I am on.
I feel like I am back to before I started the original journey. I have had chocolate, carbs and all disgusting food that has made me feel horrible about myself and now I am really scared that I am on the road to gaining everything back.
So I ask for your help. What do I do. I have no patches on...I am down 47 lbs from my original weight and really do not want to gain another ounce. I dont know what to do. I am just not in the frame of mind to do another round but would like to get rid of the few lbs I gained and either stabilize at 50 lbs and stay there until I am feeling stronger or find something that will help me lose the final 20 I want to lose even if its slow. I have thought about Weight Watchers, The Fast Diet and just stop carbs and sugar altogether. I will have to def detox from sugar as I have been indulging like a drunken sailor.
HELP! Also, because I stopped mid round what should I do. I am urging anyone who can give me advice to write back asap. Its sunday morning, all I have had so far is coffee and I need help.
I look forward to hearing from you and thanks so very much. God Bless