shadowcat410

I'm stopping this round. My head is not in it currently. Last night I had a salad because I was starving!!! (2 HB eggs, lettuce, spinach, cucumbers, onions, alfafla sprouts, olives, brocolli, cauliflower, a small amount of ranch and a small amount of EVOO.) And because it was a salad bar, I continued to eat. Obviously I was listening to my body and giving it want it wanted. At 4pm my tummy started to growl, had to wait until 5:30 for boyfriend to get off work and on the way to dinner I felt so hungry I started getting nauseous. I hate that feeling, like being dizzy and weak isn't bad enough right?! So, my last pellets were yesterday at lunch and today and Friday are VLCD and P3 on Saturday. I was 161 this morning. It's just not the right time for me in my life to lose the last 10#. Besides, I know it'll be a struggle (as the last ten typcially are) and there are more important things going on in my life that I need to focus on.

I know that I should wait until the 23 days is up, but what's the point? I'll just gain more weight on hcg because I'm hungry and eating. Whatever the consequences of this decision are, I will have to live with it and move on. I'm not giving up on weight loss, and I am looking forward to being 150 again, but just not right now. It's not really about the food or lack thereof, it's more about how I'm feeling physically and mentally and everything else going on in my life currently.

I hope my next round (when and if I am ready to persue it) will be kinder to me.