Hey Jenna, I understand where you are coming from. In p2, everything is spelled out and controlled, and you get regular good feedback on the scale. P3 is sort of uncharted territory, especially if you have a tendancy towards contol issues over your eating habits. I'm not saying that describes you, but you do have some of the insecurities that folks with eating disorders have. There is a bulimia thread for folks with issues concerning food. It might not be right for you, but it wouldn't hurt visiting there to see if folks could help. You will get thru this and do just fine....hang in there, ok?