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    Quote Originally Posted by zgirlkirk View Post
    Having a little trouble keeping my head in the game. I haven't been paying attention to logging my foods. No cheats...just not keeping track. I think this stall is sucking the drive outta me. Didn't feel like working out this morning, but I did it (with much less effort and enthusiasm than usual). No egg white protein today and bits and pieces with buffalo to see if I can break this. Not sure what's up, but you all know how I feel about working out, so it is what it is. I still have about a week left...maybe. I'm still hoping for the 150s before the end of this round....I'm sitting at 162 right now. I've been off the forum so I have to go back and get caught up.
    Good for you for continuing to bust a$$ w/ the work outs... your results will be lasting because of your committment to exercise i'm sure! Sorry for feeling the blah's

    Caressa, girl, 90 lbs+ that is UHMAY ZINGGG!!

    I'm up 2 lbs today. I knew I would be, effing TOM, or I had a salad yesterday at Olive Garden. Stupid waitress, I was gonna get soup and salad, but the soup has starch so I got a chicken cesar salad.. well lo and behold it has a light breadding... Do you think that because I was asking if the soup had starch in it that I may not want starch, idiot waitress? I decided to go for it anyway, since I've been mrs. stability... I'm damn not kidding I blew up instantly. Fingers swollen, puffy, and up 5 lbs at night time weigh in. So this morning I'm way over LDW (well, a lb but it feels way over because I've been a lb below or more for a while.) Plus I did start TOM yesterday, and with a vengance. and I have been weighing super early because for some reason I can't sleep past 6 anymore no matter what time I go to bed, but today I woke up @ 5 a.m. which is an hour earlier than my recent wake up time because I bled through, and all over the place. Really? Didn't I just have a D and C?

    Whatever! It'll be gone in a few days.

    No baby news. Frustrated.
    R1 start: 246.6 1/10/11-2/13/11
    R1 LDW: 214.7 (-31.9 lbs)
    R2 4/2-4/28 preload start weight: 210.5
    Interruption. Resumed P2 5/8 to 5/23
    R2 LDW: 178.7 -31.8
    R3 7/4 to 7/23 Post Load/ Vegas gluttony: 185.4
    R3 LDW 7/23 166.5 -19.9 (Net -12.2)
    R4 10/23 to 11/14 Post Load: 174.1
    R4 LDW: 157.7 -16.4 (Net: -8.8)
    I'm going to be so hot at the end of this that Chuck Norris will be jealous.

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    Quote Originally Posted by karlipooh View Post
    No, they aren't all the same laws. have name, DOB, address, court records, other baby daddy names, etc. I could call her PO, but they likely won't talk to me either, and I would risk her feeling backed into a corner, and shutting me out worse than she already has or changing her mind about us. I keep pushing my friend to push the grandma, but that isn't working either.

    Good suggestion... what else ya got?.. I wonder what else I could do to look for info? I could feel stuck, and if I do something wrong I'll push her farther away.

    Old school old days: they'd put Tommy away. I have that "choice" when he turns 21. He could be in a nursing home until 65, when he can get services as a senior citizen. 65 his life could start again.

    Is it a wonder I stress eat sometimes.

    NO, haven't been on P2 forever Caressa. Up and down 4 and 5 pounds for all the weird reasons I have until I can get clear of meds. The lack of refrigeration was not helpful. I stopped weighing. I'm concerned my batch of hcg is bad. We'll see. I'd estimate I'm up 8 from my lowest. This is the part that I hate. But really, what's my choice? Blindness or 8 pounds? It's just frustrating upon all the other frustrations.

    Now Karli. UH. Huge dilemma. I think you're playing it just right. If you're too aggressive she may balk and if you do nothing, nothing will happen. I will say that usually people LOVE to talk. So if you happened to get associated with any of the ancillary folks in her life--you'll get stories. People usually can't contain themselves. And if Baby Mama is as big a --whatever you want to call her-- other folks are pissed about her and are going to want to talk about how right they were and how wrong she was....and bla, bla, bla.... It's the human condition.

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    Quote Originally Posted by caressa View Post
    wowza... Just realized i have now lost just over 90 lbs on hcg. Sweeeeeet! Totally proud of myself!
    great!!! Fabulous!!!!

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    Quote Originally Posted by wasa4 View Post
    Old school old days: they'd put Tommy away. I have that "choice" when he turns 21. He could be in a nursing home until 65, when he can get services as a senior citizen. 65 his life could start again. I know. that sucks... as IF!

    Is it a wonder I stress eat sometimes.

    NO, haven't been on P2 forever Caressa. Up and down 4 and 5 pounds for all the weird reasons I have until I can get clear of meds. The lack of refrigeration was not helpful. I stopped weighing. I'm concerned my batch of hcg is bad. We'll see. I'd estimate I'm up 8 from my lowest. This is the part that I hate. But really, what's my choice? Blindness or 8 pounds? It's just frustrating upon all the other frustrations. Suppose 8 lbs trumps the blindness! So lame, so sorry.

    Now Karli. UH. Huge dilemma. I think you're playing it just right. If you're too aggressive she may balk and if you do nothing, nothing will happen. I will say that usually people LOVE to talk. So if you happened to get associated with any of the ancillary folks in her life--you'll get stories. People usually can't contain themselves. And if Baby Mama is as big a --whatever you want to call her-- other folks are pissed about her and are going to want to talk about how right they were and how wrong she was....and bla, bla, bla.... It's the human condition.
    Yeah, well, the only one I can get in contact if she is interested is her mother, who works w/ my friend. No one else. I've sent an email to her through my friend that works with her. Waiting for replies. Also have a call into the social worker that handles the post-birth adoption/ support issues. No reply. Online websites, support groups, everyone telling me the same thing: call the hospital, contact a lawyer, wait it out. I'm hoping now that TOM started I'll have less mood swings and feel better, less angry and less melting down.

    Did I mention I don't wait well???
    R1 start: 246.6 1/10/11-2/13/11
    R1 LDW: 214.7 (-31.9 lbs)
    R2 4/2-4/28 preload start weight: 210.5
    Interruption. Resumed P2 5/8 to 5/23
    R2 LDW: 178.7 -31.8
    R3 7/4 to 7/23 Post Load/ Vegas gluttony: 185.4
    R3 LDW 7/23 166.5 -19.9 (Net -12.2)
    R4 10/23 to 11/14 Post Load: 174.1
    R4 LDW: 157.7 -16.4 (Net: -8.8)
    I'm going to be so hot at the end of this that Chuck Norris will be jealous.

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    Karli you have every right to be stressed. I hope TOMs visit is short.

    I mentioned the supplements in case they could help in any bedroom baby efforts if you were still trying. IVF is expensive and you said money was tight.

    I'll keep praying everything works out for this baby to come to you.

    Caressa congrats on 90+. You're doing awesome.

    Kirk I hope your stall breaks soon.

    Wasa I'm glad you have your power back and that your family is safe.

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    Quote Originally Posted by caressa View Post
    Wowza... just realized I have now lost just over 90 lbs on hcg. Sweeeeeet! Totally proud of myself!
    Wool!!!!!! Go caressa!!!!

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    It's Friday.

    The last four (or more, most likely....yeah....) ive had this sort of conversation

    It's Friday. I'll eat what I want today and start tomorrow.

    It's Friday! So no more cheating!!!

    It's Friday. I'll start Monday.

    It's Friday. I'll start sunday.

    Today: it's Friday. I want Wingstop and I'm going to have it because it's allowed. So I'll enjoy my dinner and move on.

    I survived my week. :-)






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    Quote Originally Posted by karlipooh View Post

    Did I mention I don't wait well???
    I guess that makes me YOUR baby mama. I have the same affliction.

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    Quote Originally Posted by txchik9 View Post
    It's Friday.

    The last four (or more, most likely....yeah....) ive had this sort of conversation

    It's Friday. I'll eat what I want today and start tomorrow.

    It's Friday! So no more cheating!!!

    It's Friday. I'll start Monday.

    It's Friday. I'll start sunday.

    Today: it's Friday........
    Man oh mano...I don't know anyone who can't claim that as their internal dialog.
    And of course the only people I know are Turkey's, my friend who has a lap band and a sister who just lost 18 pounds....

    I am uncharacteristically blue.
    I have been for a few weeks but today I realized that I'm operating out of a sadness.
    I can identify that some of it...a lot of it has to do with not measuring up to my parental responsibilities. I can't create the map for him. I 'm 10 years behind in fulfilling Christmas's. Hell , I still don't have a kitchen. I can't run hard enough or fast enough and all that said and done--he still can't have a life w/o miles and acres of intervention that I can't navigate.

    I keep squashing it down and move on...but during school vacation time I have to acknowledge his loneliness.

    Somebody boot me in the ***, please!
    I can't stand myself.....
    I'll undo myself this way and NO good to anyone....

    Time for hot guys talk maybe?

    Colin Farell.
    Seems dumb as a shoe, but a really cool looking vampire in the TV ads I see.
    He once got so drunk he propositioned a 70 year old woman for sex. Asked her for hours....


    If only I were older...


    DH informs me I could shop for a cell phone online. (WASA SMACKS HER HEAD!)
    Any suggestions? (Other then : buy one, Karli!)

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    Oh Annette. You are the best mother your son could ever ask for. You do so much for him and you take joy in it. You love him. Life is hard, but you make the best of it. You can't do it all and some things just dont work, but you can't blame yourself! Be proud of who you are and what you do. You're wonderful and loving. HUGS I know I love you to pieces. You still have a place on the pew, front row :-)

    Hmmm hot guys.....

    How about the guy from Memphis Beat? He's pretty cute :-)

    Cell phone. What do you do besides call? Text? Photos?

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    Quote Originally Posted by wasa4 View Post
    Man oh mano...I don't know anyone who can't claim that as their internal dialog.
    And of course the only people I know are Turkey's, my friend who has a lap band and a sister who just lost 18 pounds....

    I am uncharacteristically blue.
    I have been for a few weeks but today I realized that I'm operating out of a sadness.
    I can identify that some of it...a lot of it has to do with not measuring up to my parental responsibilities. I can't create the map for him. I 'm 10 years behind in fulfilling Christmas's. Hell , I still don't have a kitchen. I can't run hard enough or fast enough and all that said and done--he still can't have a life w/o miles and acres of intervention that I can't navigate.

    I keep squashing it down and move on...but during school vacation time I have to acknowledge his loneliness.

    Somebody boot me in the ***, please!
    I can't stand myself.....
    I'll undo myself this way and NO good to anyone....

    Time for hot guys talk maybe?

    Colin Farell.
    Seems dumb as a shoe, but a really cool looking vampire in the TV ads I see.
    He once got so drunk he propositioned a 70 year old woman for sex. Asked her for hours....


    If only I were older...


    DH informs me I could shop for a cell phone online. (WASA SMACKS HER HEAD!)
    Any suggestions? (Other then : buy one, Karli!)
    Well, buy one is what I'd say.

    Oh, you said that.

    I'm sorry you're blue. I wish I could give you a hug. Maybe the hcg is giving you untimely PMS. Who needs a kitchen to love their kid? Shoot I don't even have a room for my potential kid.
    R1 start: 246.6 1/10/11-2/13/11
    R1 LDW: 214.7 (-31.9 lbs)
    R2 4/2-4/28 preload start weight: 210.5
    Interruption. Resumed P2 5/8 to 5/23
    R2 LDW: 178.7 -31.8
    R3 7/4 to 7/23 Post Load/ Vegas gluttony: 185.4
    R3 LDW 7/23 166.5 -19.9 (Net -12.2)
    R4 10/23 to 11/14 Post Load: 174.1
    R4 LDW: 157.7 -16.4 (Net: -8.8)
    I'm going to be so hot at the end of this that Chuck Norris will be jealous.

    ~Karlipooh, AKA KPooh, P3 Hitman




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    It's his isolation. It drives me nuts.
    There's no way to bridge all the ways he's isolated.
    In fact, that's even the reason the kitchen is undone. To knock down walls to get him IN the kitchen.
    It's the mobility, the speech, inability to move ....there's just no way to cover it all...and yes I do my best.... And Amanda hit it on the head: Some things JUST DON'T WORK. No matter how hard you try to work it...Absolutely right. Maddeningly right!

    But it's not good enough. He's not a plant, he's a person. Sometimes I don;t even see him in a day for trying to overcome some of the other challenges he faces. So he sits slumped with a nurse so I can fix the driveway so he can get to the back of the house....see what I mean? Argh!!!!

    I told him that we should give the driveway a name for all the time I spend out there with it (before it was done). Since the dog is Rusty, he named the driveway Blacky. He thought it deserved a name anyway because he knows I'm talking to it and calling it bad names... He considers himself the big brother. Is this my kid or what? Hahaha....but no one knows he thinks this...no one else can communicate with him in this world but Dad and I and one nurse.

    Bittersweet.
    Everything, bittersweet.

    Some day he will be 30 and then 40....

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