Thanks for this, Leez! I always like a cushion, too, and my aim is to just not drive myself crazy with obsessiveness with the scale--though being mindful and attentive at the same time. Glad to know I may be in for a roller coaster, especially this first week, so I can ride it as gracefully as possible. I have a freezer full of beautiful, giant grass-fed steaks at the ready!
I also think it's really important to celebrate--and not with food! I don't think I've shared this here before, but my dad, who was morbidly obese my whole life until his death (untimely--suicide) last year, did the HCG diet waaaay back in the early 1970s and lost more than 100 pounds, completely transforming himself to the point that his own mother didn't recognize him! But what he told me was he made the mistake of celebrating the loss with french fries and beer and returning to eating all the foods and habits that made him obese to begin with. I keep hearing his voice and imagine him watching over me lovingly as I continue this journey.
I celebrated by ordering a new pair of smaller cute jeans--a brown pair of Prana jeans--as well as a size small pair of flannel pajama bottoms, also Prana and organic cotton. Prana is one of my favorite brands and not cheap. So, it's a significant investment and celebration and symbol of commitment that I remain at this smaller size!
As I was unpacking my clothes the other day I thought to myself, I don't love these clothes anymore. Many of them were chosen because they hid my fat or they were marginally flattering on my body. Now I feel the freedom to buy clothes I really love just because I love them and feel good in them. I don't have the money to just go buy a whole new wardrobe right now, but this is my intention, bit by bit: to get rid of the clothes I don't love and replace them with new high quality pieces I love and feel good in.
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