Busy day today starting with my annual exam, then the dentist, then my therapist, then pilates. Probably some student meetings and grading after that, and then I get to make my birthday cake for tomorrow! I still don't know if my boyfriend is coming over tonight or tomorrow, so that may affect things.
Weight is up a pound this morning to 144. It's such a relief to be OK with that, to not need to understand why, to just go with the flow as far as the scale is concerned for the first time in my life.
I have so much food prepared as well as more food to prepare for the holiday that I can have beef, lamb, or pork--Moroccon, Italian, or Vietnamese flavors--at any moment, and will soon have more turkey than I can probably fit in the freezer. Soups and stew in the freezer, too, if I'm feeling soupy. I love leftovers.
It seems I'm entering a period of my life that's all about comfort and security, and I'm not mad about it. Yesterday I ordered myself some new winter pajamas, darling house shoes/slippers with arch support, and a lifelong wish list item I found on clearance: a cashmere robe! I even got the robe monogrammed. And you should see my new king size bed covered in high thread count linens and mounds of pillows--with my black-out curtains that match. It's a dream, and I sleep like a little bear in a cave. Guess I'm looking forward to hibernating and winter.
It's actually the perfect time to do another round of HCG, i was thinking. Winter is the most appropriate time for fasting of one kind or another, and P2 really is a fast of a sort. With the pandemic raging and shutdowns likely continuing, it makes doing
protocol almost effortless on a social level.
Anyway, I'm already thinking ahead as I decide when to get shipments of what kind of meat, etc., and can't help but look at my body in the mirror and realize there's still stubborn fat to be lost on another round. Again, really glad we're in this together, and I look forward to witnessing each other's journeys!
Bookmarks