February 15, 2011
Before I post this, I need to explain something. I wrote this last week… I had every intention of posting it that night once I was finished. Around the middle of the second page, I came to a rather sudden and brick wall like epiphany. Not only did it uncover probably the most fundamental reason for all of my weight gain in the last eight or so years… but it brought me to tears and I never finished writing. The scariest part of the whole thing was that I HONESTLY