...is this diet. And it seems like the more times I do it (this is #4), the harder it gets. Ferocious hunger, desperate cravings, weakness, tiredness--that's what I've dealt with for the past 2 days. Adjusting dosage doesn't help at all; I'm just as hungry taking 6 drops 3 times a day as I am 12. I've been cheating constantly because I'm just too hungry. I'm still losing weight (down 0.8 this morning after eating... well, a lot of verboten stuff, healthy but verboten: carrots, veg butter, cheese,
I'm one meal into my first loading day and already I'm wondering how I'm going to manage. I haven't had much of an appetite for the past week (a problem I wish I'd had all my life), which is probably an indication that there may be something wrong with me (I can ALWAYS eat--I'm like the sterotypical fat sidekick of any 80s cartoon or movie). And now I'm having to gorge... I'm just glad my husband's gone for the weekend so he doesn't have to see me 1) eating all the foods he loves to eat but can't
Not me... my husband.
Not me, the one with the sedentary lifestyle and 30 extra pounds of fat I've been lugging around for over half of my life. Nope, it hits the guy who is active every day, drinks more water than a fish, and has maybe an extra pound or two on his 166-pound frame, if that.
Despite my fatness, I'm totally ok. My cholesterol is so good I'm at a negative risk factor for heart disease. My blood sugar is perfect. Yet I'm a total fatso. Genetics are a crap
What a year.
I injured my back in April that caused sciatic nerve pain for several months, adopted a puppy who has habitually been waking me up in the middle of the night every night since May (but she's getting better), husband got a corneal ulcer that took him out of work for nearly two whole months (praise the Lord that his eye is now fully healed), my mother-in-law died last month due to complications from untreated diabetes and heart disease (talk about an incentive to get healthy--everyone
I was a complete angel at Wednesday night church meet. I didn't cheat at all (I didn't eat any of the available food, in fact, though I did have a coffee with my stevia before eating my spinach soup, and that cut my appetite nearly in half), and my losses are picking back up again--down 1.4 pounds this morning! (I've lost more weight in the past 4 days than I did all last week.) I'm beginning to see the changes, too, especially in my face/neck. That usually happens when I've passed the 10-pound