MurderouSunset
The Cake is a Lie.

Everyone is happy for my weight loss and very supportive. I keep a very close net of true friends and I can say true friends because they've been with me through everything, and they've never screwed me over with talking behind my back and being sneaky. I love them.

I'm blessed to have such amazing friends. We've never fought ever. They're very happy for me that I'm actually eating to lose instead of not eating at all. That goes for my family too. My aunt is inspired by me and has

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Whewt! today I'm 138.8 naked, urineless... otherthingsless. XD

I'm so happy! My goal looks more promising. 13 days left of P2. Cream cheese pancakes here I come X) Excuse me while I find an appropriate celebatory picture:

Ugh moving day tomorrow to a different suburb 20mins away >.< That is going to suck. Moving ALWAYS sucks. I'm going to have to make my meals in advance to keep from either starving or eating at weird times.

Since I'm finishing the rest of my P2 a-la intermittent fasting style. I like to keep my eating window from 11:00am to 4:00pm and bed around 9-10pm. So 19 hours fasting. I do that because that's the time I'm usually active and busy with either my niece of running errands

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On Aug. 1st I had a doctor appointment check in for my anxiety issues (yesh I take xanax for panic attacks) so I hopped on the scale and it read 154lbs.

Needless to say horror music instantly played in my head. Yeah like in that scene in that movie Psycho with the scream and everything.

I swear Roman could feel a disturbance in the force at that point. I had weighed myself before I left the time I do every morning, urine-free. Roman told me 144. Nothing alarming there.

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It was SO annoying with all the water weight that TOM decided to give me. I was at like fluctuating between 154 and 151 at all times. Like just stuck between those. I tried to not let it bother me too much. A few days while waging war against TOM I didn't even meet Roman.

I could hear him whimpering in sadness every time I walked by but you know... he'll get over it. lol

My 40 days of P2 was over like 3 days ago.

July 24th.

Today I am 150.

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