Ok today was is my first day loading for R2. I was so excited last night that I started the party a bit early and had some ice cream, the first in 3 months!
Today I have eaten so much that I am sick to my stomach Blah.
My appetite and attitude has changed so dramatically in the past 3 months that I am actually not even craving the foods that I am eating. I wondered how I would feel today when the mental cravings caught up to the actuality of consuming what I thought my brain wanted.
Well I am almost completely over my cold !
*breathes a sigh of relief*
I realized a few things today. . .
1.) I am loading in 2.5 days and therefore will start losing weight again which makes me beyond ecstatic.
2.) I will for the next 40-50 days NO longer be able to drink my iced Americano's with cream and Splenda which makes me sad beyond belief.
3.) I am loading in 2.5 days which means I need to start planning and get my head into the game and stop crying about
Well yesterday was terrible! I thought I was getting over my cold but yesterday I got so sick I almost thought I needed to go to the hospital. I started getting a fever in the afternoon and it just kept climbing higher and higher until it reached about 103. I tried to let it do it's thing because obviously my body was fighting something, I just stayed in bed and shivered and watched Hulu videos. I had eaten some eggs in the AM but then simply could not eat for the rest of the day. I did drink
So I sort of winged it on my R1P2 so I thought I would blog about my R2P2 experiences!
I am gearing up to start R2 on Easter weekend, I always see threads where people are loading on holidays and I thought it would be fun to get to load on Easter weekend, considering I have been eating by the books since Feb!
For some reason I am way more excited for this round, I think it's because I know what to expect and perhaps because I was so gun-ho to get to P3 that I didn't realize it's
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