Well, it would seem that I have obsessed about this diet to the point that it has taken over my thoughts completely; even during sleep. The night between my last loading day and my first vlcd was riddled with abstractions, one in particular. It is a short one, but it seemed to run on a loop through my mind over and over.
I wake up in the morning with no apatite whatsoever. I go about my morning, taking my injection before my daughter wakes up. I’ve managed to put her breakfast
So, like any student of a new discipline, I’m learning as I go… each milestone has something to teach. Like, for instance, I learned more about myself with regards to patience, maturity, inner peace and stillness while waiting for my hCG to arrive than I did in all those years in Tibet living silently among the monks. Now as my second loading day is coming to a close I must reflect further…
Pre-load logic: Plan your load. Budget accordingly so that you are able to enjoy all
Originally Posted by Rainer
So… I actually budgeted so that I would be able to eat out while loading in order to avoid having a bunch of leftovers to tempt me my first week. Lo and behold… what does my fortune cookie from Panda Express say on day one of loading?
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And there are those who maintain that the hCG diet is dangerous… HA! (NOT according to Confucius)
PS. What you see there in the background is what remains of my lunch… I just
I guess it was deemed necessary to further refine my struggle with patience. *sigh* I got up early, got as many errands ran as I could before panicking over the mail arriving in my absence and no one there to sign for it. The mail usually comes around 1:00 PM but I wanted to be home a little before that in case it came early. SO, I rush home at 10:30 AM to agonize for two and a half hours, wringing my hands, pacing and JUMPING to the window like a over protective toy Chihuahua every time I hear
It began with a visit to the Dr. and I placed my order shortly thereafter. I had some unexpected purchasing discrepancies and ended up canceling my bank card and opening a new account. Then there was customs. THAT is an experience I hope I never have again. Waiting on customs has been an unexpected trial for me. I didn’t know how impatient I could be or how anxious I was to start. Now, after a bit of an odyssey, my package has been released from customs and I can pretty much count on it being
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